Friday, July 22, 2005
/10:13 PM
oh my god. today i almost died la. yesterday i didnt eat the whole day so when i went home in the afternoon, i was so freaking hungry. and there was nothing at home to eat. so i ate expired bread. so yeah. food poisoning and had a jab. sigh.
today my stomach felt quite bad still and i was really stressed up. yeah. the photo money. like what else. i couldnt calculate properly and so many of them didnt bring their money so i had to pay like 70 over bucks for them first. well i'm broke.
after school. ate pizza. that pizza lasted me the whole day. went to do the chairs. haha. i think we're like damn pro la. fast and efficient =) i was so maluated today. i think there's something wrong with my hearing today. heng told me "go and get and mop from the auntie and mop the stage" i heard it as" go and get the pot from ms azlin and plant on the stage" haha. then after that gen told me we had to mop then i realised i heard wrongly. but then hahahahhahah. i dont want to say already. so embarressing.
there was still the incident with ms azinar. i was one metre away and i couldnt hear. haha. game was screwed. the jab i had yesterday was hindering my play. i want to die already. the worst part was i couldnt hear nordin. i'm ususally most sensitive to his voice on the pitch. but today i heard nothing. not even shouts from liyuan who was just one or two metres away. sigh
well actually i think there's really nothing wrong with my ear. i guess i was just too preoccupied with my thoughts i didnt hear those stuff. i was in a real bad mood today until afternoon when i went hyper. sigh. i really missed gen so much. i felt much better seeing those familiar faces. how we just laughed over everything. but i'm really sorry my mind just wasnt there. i didnt even know when mrs heng and ms tan was talking to me. but seriously, those people made my day so much more tolarable. i miss the times last year when we just crap and laugh about everything.i feel that ___ is trying to take away everything that i have. he doesnt understand at all. he doesnt know how happy i am when i'm with the hockers. he's making like difficult for me. forever finding fault. sigh. sometimes i wonder is it better to have a _____ who understand's but nags a lot. or a _____ that doesnt understand at all and is trying to take away all my happiness. im grateful for having a great time and a great teacher the past two years. things are not the same. its not easy coping
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